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2012-02-14T09:11:00.009+08:00

Happy Valentine Day...

feel like watching a movie...

feel like meeting you...

why? why why why?

why does it hurt so much today?

maybe i'm just putting in too much feeling into this

is it too much to want something?

been a rough day~

but learnt alot of thing today :)

but one most important thing,

content :)

this is one thing i need to learn from you :)

sorry i'm such a hard person to be with,

i will try to change to be better :)

LASTLY!

Miss Sunshine, thanks for brighting up my life,

accepting all my flaws and bad child like personality :P

and sometimes i do ignore accidentally,

but you just treat it like it didn't happen >_<

understanding, cute and pretty~

the list just goes on~ :P

i know things are tough,

and i'm a weirdo :P

but always remember to smile :)

cause its nice :)

Hoped, you enjoyed your V'day as much as i did :)

2012-02-10T18:24:00.002+08:00

well, second post of the year if i'm not wrong :P

well, 2012, its ok i guess?

work is ok, life is ok?

oh well~ coming to the end of the sem 2.2 already

soon i will be year 3 already :P

poly life is just, fast~

2 more days to us being one month together :P

but it seems like we been together for sooo much longer :P

thou we spend quite long time together,

but all the times we spend together,

just don't seem enough...

i don't deny,

there are problems happening around us,

even my mum is saying we should just stay as friends

but...

i don't know,

kinda lost in a sense...

imagine a situation where we can't even be friends?

don't even dare to think about,

but ain't gonna just run away,

gonna stay till the end.

sticking to the principle,

if i break this,

i would really not recognize myself anymore

2012-01-28T23:26:00.002+08:00

loving someone is the same as giving someone the ability to lift your spirit to cloud nine for the simplest things or the ability to fire a gun in your heart, at your heart

2012-01-16T21:32:00.002+08:00

Ok,Super long never update this blog already :P

well, last time i updated was like last year's nov 3rd,

so firstly, WELCOME TO 2012! :D

yup! its a new year already :)

and gonna be 19 already :P

ok, first thing first, updates~

finally got onto the new phase of my life,

a new her :)

a 'nice' her :P

well, actually never expected to be together with her,

she always seems so...

out of my league, haha!

but things happen and

the special date 12/1/2012 was set :)

yeah~

she is, different from the old her,

she is everything i wanted,

dependent and independent,

smart, funny, and cute :)

i don't feel awkward around her,

we (or at least me :p) feel comfortable :P

and she accept me for who i am! :D

the most comfortable relationship i had ever been in >_<

hehe~

what will be, i don't know,

but for now, i'm happy :P

2011-11-03T02:37:00.002+08:00

Oh well,today,

i went out with her and a friend of ours.

then we walked home,

i can felt the awkwardness between,

haha,

guess,short hair is really a factor.

i can say she isn't the one

colouring my life anymore.

i colour my own life,

i choose what i want to do.

but just now,

i have to say,

i thought maybe we could be friends,

but then the chat at the staircase,

it was no longer like it used to,

from private conversation,

to just casual superficial topic.

Is hair the problem?

if it is,

then i guess the choice to give up

was not wrong then.

if a hairstyle is such an important factor

its,just stupid.

but that chocolate,

it sort of symbolized something,

something we used to had...

shouldn't have taken it.

shouldn't have get it in my life.

guess,i got to just return it,

return a gift,

return everything...

i duno...whether if i can do it...

2011-10-26T22:37:00.002+08:00

when i got into poly,CMC

sometime,the lecturer in my class will ask my class to write something,

something,a sentence describing a thing,

an event or even sometime to promote something.

i get stun,

like thou its like the 2nd sem of my year 2 poly life,

my mind still get jam sometimes

.i think maybe cus thru out 10 years of pri and sec sch,

most of the answer i nid to give,is usually,the same as others.

so now,when asked to do something,different.

i get stuck....

then after reading an article,

written by a teacher,

about a student who did everything different.

it got me thinking,

am i really programmed to think in a certain way?

like same same?

remember drama teacher once said,

when someone is looking for his/her style,

they start by copying other people.

but it has been 18 yrs already,

is copying someone's style,

my style?

i duno,

so maybe i should start developing my style?

i think i have it in me,

but confidence,

why am i so not confident?

yeah,maybe instead of playing safe,

i should juz try.

yeah,juz try!

2011-10-22T22:56:00.002+08:00

Shitty project,

the new semester timetable is like ok,

but the assignments' deadline is very rush,

week 3 already starting on assignment,

assignment that has like 40% of the module,

oh my god!

then still got shitty project?

camp that we start planning like what?

three week before hand?

What.shit.is.this?

ARGH!was so hype about it,

then now?

found out i slipped up A LOT!

damn it!

ARGH!!

hope it goes well...

finger crossed

2011-10-04T02:13:00.004+08:00

well,been a long time since i blogged,

thou its the holidays now,

thou i have the time to blog,

thou i dun really sleep early nowadays,

i didn't do it...

maybe some part of my life don't really worth remembering?

maybe,or maybe not.

http://www.youtube.com/user/WongFuProductions?blend=1&ob=4#p/u/13/VSkYbgxl93Y

saw this wongfu production just now,

been awhile since i went to their channel,

then it gotten me thinking...

Memories,

What are the memories that i wanna remember?

but just like the female lead said,

if u can't remember,

why would i wanna remember it?

why would i have the desire to remember it?

guess thats just unreliable memories are?

Its impossible to suddenly remember somethings,

like how someone would when flipping thou his/her old stuff.

When some memories are gone,

its gone...for life...

Then came the 'second question' of the film,

if you want to remember a memory,

even if its fake,

what would it be?

Then the male lead began to tell what he is thinking.

Thinking of what he would Do .

Thinking of what he would Say.

Thinking of what would have Happen.

Just as he was about to kiss her

he stopped thinking,

he said that it didn't matter anymore.

I feel...

its true ,

even if i remembered what i wanted to be our memory,

its not gonna happen...

its just not gonna happen...

But then,

the female lead did,

what the male lead described in his 'memory'

He did what he always wanted to do...

Then the video ended with a phrase,

'Fiction turns into reality'

Life is like a photo,

the people in it,

can be photoshopped.

same picture,

different people....

2011-08-28T02:39:00.002+08:00

found a song,

that explains,

the emotion,the situation i am in now...

'Sara Barailles - Breathe Again'

its like,

to me,she used to be like air,

something that i have,

but taken for granted...

and now,this air,

isn't the same,

yet,i still wish to try to get it...

knowing that having it,

doesn't mean i would be happy.

i'm lost,

really lost,

hope to find the another air,

then i can breathe in.

A new kind of air...

2011-08-20T23:29:00.003+08:00

oh well,

it has once again been awhile since i blogged

after the exam on the tuesday,

it will be over for semester 2.1.

haix,worried about my result,

hope it comes out well thou...

ok now,personal stuff,

thought,gonna get into a new relationship,

but it turns out,to be an infatuation,

the feeling,faded rather fast,

as there can't be interaction as much as the last,

it sort if burn out rather quickly.

and friends and i pointed out about 'the standard'

being of course,my ex.

yeah,true,she is really a standard.

i'm not sure.

at first it was,

but then even as there wasn't,

i still didn't had the same feeling as the first.

i know,

its is bound to be different,

bt this time,

the feeling now is lyk totally different from the start.

totally nth...

i duno....

treating her as a friend now...

hope she dun hav feeling for me...

scared i'm misleading her,

omg,why didn't i juz end this at the start?!

damn it....

Things to do tmr:

MEMORISE THE HISTORY NOTES!

2011-07-26T00:56:00.002+08:00

haha,after everything,

this is still a personal blog.

maybe i'm juz expecting too much.

but oh well,

i'm juz someone who crave attention anyway.

oh well,today,i'm juz not in the mood

to be really a very nice person la.

guess we all got our own life?

u hav your worries,

i have my woes.

so lets juz get on with our own life,

after all its our own lives that we are living :)

so mayb focus less on the us

and more on the you and me,

i will feel less?

yeah,maybe maybe.

who cares anyway,

i'm juz talking to myself.

2011-07-24T02:46:00.001+08:00

ok,nth to write actually,

juz dat i JUZ ATTENDED HAIR FOR HOPE!

botak rite now!

super awesome! :D

haha!

ok la,everything going normally? :P

still ok la,going slowly,i tink~haha

oh well,a step at a time i guess?haha :)

2011-07-15T00:54:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since i posted,

omg,it finally week 13,

5 more weeks to ard holidays.

of course its good news! :D

oh well,guess i like someone again,

letting someone in m life again...

bt this time,i would really have to wait,

5mths,'A' lvls

i'm ok with the waiting,

bt then,wat are we now?

friends?not friends?

together?dating?on the hook?

i duno,

and i scare my trust issues

may use this against me...

hey,you,can u tell me wat to do?

u used to be able to sense my emotions...

so how now?

waiting for tmr to come...

2011-06-26T21:32:00.002+08:00

Things to do:

test

confirm history,storyboard,Pitching.

Thoughts:

ok!this friday,1st of july!

its wat i was waiting for,

but then it's busy start,

pitching with STC?!

omg!abit mixed up thou...

ok,one thing for the next half,

would be to stop the vulgarities.

it gotta stop somewhere,so here it will end,haha

ok,after this busy week,

its even busier weeks to come.

But it also mark the start the of the coming of holidays! :D

ok,now back to prep for exam! :D

2011-06-23T01:25:00.002+08:00

Recently:ok,everything is kinda cool recently,

gotten new toys,

still working,

and today i went to help a friend,Dean,

with his filming.

kinda cool,new experience.

but gotten home kinda late thou,haha,

'it has became a habit',this was wat i told saiful,

a new friend i met on the set,

and a ngee ann student who live near me,haha!

thn tmr,gotta go sch for my filming,

thn do a photo montage and also clean log room.

thn prep for friday log buying and also finish my research!

thn hopefully can study for the upcoming test...

things to settle tmr:

lighting for vid

photo montage

confirm friday

log room

research

study!

thought bout recent life:

well,it really getting busier thn ever,

been getting more thing on myself,

really cannot sia!

gotta focus on h/w,

so from now on,

not gonna say yes to everything.

gotta focus on work!

so yeah,thats what i HAVE to do.

2011-06-06T02:49:00.002+08:00

About today:today was quite great,

went bowling with ye hua and edwin,

been a long time since i bowled,

really gotten worst,haha!

pool afterwards~

result was the same,

won once,lost once,guess that fair?haha

had teabreak(but quite heavy duty,bryani,haha!)

after that,we went to downtown and

bought angry bird t-shirts :P

thing to do tmr

indian movie essay

general hist work!

thoughts today:homework,one thing that is dragging me,

its lyk chain which attached to my mind,

bt then,its me who dun wanna detached them...

instead of focusing on how to unlock them,

i'm just letting it chain me down,

affecting my movement,

damn it!

HEY YOU!

YES YOU!

gotta focus on the chains,

if u focus hard enough,

u hav no problem unlocking them!

dun lose focus!

morning!unlock them the lock!

set you free!

2011-06-04T02:24:00.002+08:00

i duno,

thought that some people in my life,

dun really discriminate who we are,

but guess i was wrong,

damn it.

knowing that after a nite sleep,

i will most likely not get pissed at it.

but now,i'm really not happy bout it.

nvr talk to me whn i'm in a bad mood,

i will turn into another person.

2011-05-23T09:26:00.003+08:00

well,not sure of what is happening to me,

lack of sleep,others or has the power has gotten to me?

lack of sleep:

guess slping at wee hours every nite

does has it toll on the body,

no energy to do anything,restless and bad mood,

some of the few things i'm havin now...

argh!

The power:

alwasys been afraid of this,

after seeing how power can make a person lose friends,

its one thing i always tell myself to avoid,

its like,the reason we learn from others mistake,

to not take the same path of destruction they had did.

but now,after being in two exco,

and forgotten about the 'blindness' brings,

its may be happening to me rite now,

bt its not too late,

gotten balance myself!

others:

well,been thinking bout lots of things,

my life,my future and mayb the 'wants'.

-first,my life.

well,this isn't reall wat i thought 18yrs old would be like,

had always thought,

by now,i would be financially stable,

but look at me now,toys,all the things i dun nid.

what is this?!

and also,been piling up too much commitment,

thou i wanted a meaningful life,

it does not need to be a busy life.

mental note to myself.

and grades,pls be more into your work,

wanna be a bum nxt time huh?

-my future

duno where this path will lead me,

media,

where will i stand?

where will i be?

will i survive?

will i be a bum?a parasite of society?

i duno,but i'm starting to be scared of it.

-the 'wants'

wanting to complete my set of toys,

and i'm gonna do it,

even if it means being a spendthrift,

cus i know,i will nvr stop wanting to complete it

once i started.

a gf,tis is really a weird want,

duno whether everyone is getting,

thus starting the 'gf fever'

or is it my time to actually thinking of getting one.

friends told me to juz go for it,

bt then,why start something whn u can't complete it?

so meaning i should juz be a jerk and juz get into short r/s?

mayb.i duno.

well,i really duno wat my life is really be filled with,

wat i'm gonna do.

something,wish i would really be able to start everything afresh,

a reset button mayb?haix

31/06/2011,the date to fully pack up all the toys and be a 18yr old

2011-05-10T00:08:00.002+08:00

the war has been started,
a revolution is waiting to start!
is this the calling i been waiting?
always sitting,waiting and wishing...
seems lyk public speaking is ok for me now,
but now is has boil down to one to one conversation,
am i up for the game?
i nid more practice!
haha!
i might be heading down a path of destruction,
but for now,
everything seems worth it!

2011-05-08T01:36:00.001+08:00

ARGH!
why am i so weak?!
can take up,can't let go!
DAMN IT!
ARGH!being happy is the most impt.
different people require different path in life
if i may work for u,
does not mean it may work for others,
so,i decided,advice for my life,
take from only myself.

2011-05-06T03:37:00.002+08:00

well,guess,you won,
well,nt really angry,
but more of disappointment...
guess u love a person how long,
it takes the same time to get over it
but guess i was hoping for something lyk this to happen
haha,
guess i should really take a step forward,
i'm capable of making my life a colourful one!
i admit,i do need someone,
but i think,
i'm more thn capable of making my life a great one! :D
haha!
i mayb think that i be better off if i had chosen differently,
but whn i hav does thoughts,
i tell myself,
what would i had miss out if i had?
thn i answer myself,
a lot :)
guess life is still gonna go on
a memory is a memory,
its the past,
a place i'm not in anymore,
i'm in the present,
moving into the future! :D

2011-04-28T09:21:00.003+08:00

Starting year 2 now :)
well,firstly,joining HMS society was a great experience :)
camps,friends and experience :)
3 smiley in a row and u know how good it is :)
being in the game IC,house tribe captain :)
great fun! :D
for lesson wise...
modules all sound interesting :)
but then some of the work i am expected to do,
somehow,its putting abit of pressure on me,
plus being CCA exco,
i'm really pressed for time,
plus woking,
so yeah,guess for this semester,
for homework-wise,i hav to do it earlier and stuff :)
so yeah...

2nd half of the year,i rather looking forward :)
expecting something new in my life then :)

2011-04-03T22:00:00.002+08:00

it has really been a very long time since i post,
think i hav not blog for at least a month now.
well,this holiday wasn't as great as i had expected,
guess trying to be someone who i'm not,
is not really a habit,
but a skill,something that i have to really practice
and do often in order to maintain.
but it seems,i had turn back to the old me.
the one who don't really care about what happen around me.
i really admit it,
i'm not really a very good friend,
i dun usually initiate meeting up,
call friends up to see what they are doing,
sometimes,i dun even wanna meet up.
thus,its hard to really be my friend,
this i admit to.
hopefully i start work soon,
at least i won't stay at home most of the time,
and at least go out and experience life.
staying at home is not really helping at all.
ARG

2011-03-04T01:29:00.002+08:00

well,its been a long time
18 and still living my life...
but then tonite,
something happened
well,i told her how i felt again...
its ard two years since we ended it
thou the first of the two years was still in the grey area,
but the second yr,i was forgetting how it felt...
bt who knew,V.day virus was getting to me,
and it bugged me for ard 3 wks,
so i decided,to let her know how i felt
she was wanting any changes,
yup,it was a no.
but guess,i was more or less expecting it...
took it like an 18 year old.
if it is me whn i was 16?
guess i would had cried,haha.
but thn,guess mayb i was expecting an no?
i duno,but one thing is for sure
it has already been two years,
its time i let this go.
if not i will forever be stuck here.
but there is one gd news,
she thinks i was playing ard with her wit my confession,
so mayb its an happy ending after all?
i duno,guess its left to life to decide?
so now,mentally single alrdy :)
yup,duno i'm ready anot
bt yeah,at least thats one step taken :)

2011-02-18T14:37:00.003+08:00

well,its lyk last wk now,
got lyk 3 assignment to hand up,
1 exam to attend,
1 assignment is more or less done
2 haven't even started!
how am i suppose to get ready for the exam?!
feeling tired almost everyday
tink i should really slp earlier
instead of doing things that are not that impt.
ARGH!,juz can't seems to find the motivation
the rush that i nid.
damn it

2011-01-25T12:40:00.003+08:00

well,thought that the first sem of poly sucks
who knew the second sem would be so screwed up.
its like 6months of work cramped into 5 months,
plus a not so enthusiastic attitude of mine in this sem
its not really working out for me!
wtf,and they said this years gonna be better for me!
hopefully its after CNY,
but then,i no longer bear hope
or it would be the same feeling i'm gonna get again
from the forecast of the horoscope.
a lot of essays to write,
a lot of research to do,wtf!
common test tmr,
WHY WHY?!why must all the impt things be in this 2 mths?!
ARGH!!

2011-01-17T14:19:00.002+08:00

well,everything seems to be back to normal...
haha,
but then i'm still the same i guess,
sometimes a loner sometimes a crazy guy.
but then,this is me :D
thou it has juz been 17 days in this new year,A LOT of things has happen
somethings being settled,
some friends going away...
well,i really duno wat this year is gonna bring in for me,
its lyk a year of surprises,
but then i duno whether they are good or bad...
a year older,another benchmark reached...
18,i been waiting for this age to come,but then,
more freedom is also equal to more responsibility
duno wat this year hold for me,
but i hope it get better..

2010-12-21T01:51:00.002+08:00

its been awhile...
the last post i wrote was lyk 2 wks ago?
haha,well time really pass fast for 2010 arh?
some things in life has happen,
got selected to be in HMS society exco,
well,a dream come true?or a nightmare in disguise?
oh well,i chose this path,so...
i will juz hav to walk down it,
and enjoy every bit of it thn :D
just came back aikido camp today,
it made me feel that,with friends...
i'm really...blessed.
doing things together,
even if its random,even if its funny,even if it means losing face,
its worth it :)
saw a friend's blog post today,
well,a girlfriend,
haha!its also a thought in my mind currently...
to me,relationship=commitment,
tried to get more other commitments...
...to forget the one i failed to do well in
well,so now here i am,
with all the other commitments,
and wishing i have one more...
oh my god,guess i have to clone myself alrdy...

2010-12-08T11:34:00.002+08:00

well,another time i gonna post,
well,any phrase of life i'm going throu
well,its new challenges in life again...
friendship,its something i had alrdy lost faith in,
cus its impossible to actually make friend with everyone
and being nice,its hard,
cus u try to find things and time to help friends,
but they dun really help u,so?
end up u lose friends,
so?should i go on to help them,
haix,try to be more friendly in poly
but it turns out,having a few gd friends suit me better,
but now they are in different poly,
wat should i do?
leave the ppl who are making me lose friends?
wat should i do?

2010-11-03T23:53:00.002+08:00

HOLIDAY AFTER ONE WEEK OF SCHOOL!
haha,well,its true :)
well,frist wk of sch was still ok :)
LAC was great
STC was great too,
haha!
well,two campfire,same same but different :)
LAC,the dance by Vongogo was funny,and fun
dance by Vongove was cool~
haha!
STC,i can say,i was really pushed to the limit,
lack of materials,no song leaders,
to having a great time,and getting recognition by the TO of the sch in charge of the camp
haha!
tmr there sch,meeting and study...
'O's are coming to an end...
random thoughts in mind....
my heart...did i really gotten it back?
so am i really able to give it out?
i tink i'm gonna do wat i told my cadets at STC,
'Some things in life,dun tink so much,just do'
some frm today,i'm gonna start my messages to lamb :)

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
dear lamb,

hi,i know,this may come as a surprise to you,
haha,dun worry,it is also to me.
mayb i nvr thought of the day dat i would be liking you
actually,i know,
i'm not exactly your kind of guys u would go for...
but thn,i'm trying to change.
haha,but thn its dun seem to be really working for me thou :p
mayb cause i'm those people who are not easily motivated,
usually i get via two things,
one is that i'm really doing something i'm interested/confident
or,its by the one i like.
so if u say one thing,i will try my very best!really...
ok...i guess dats all for today? :)
gd nite,swit dreams...

2010-10-19T01:25:00.002+08:00

well,its been some time since i posted,
well,life has really changed for me
new friends coming in to my life,
some...may be leaving...
tried new stuff too,
lyk cycling to east coast park,
dats was fun,haha.
tmr i'm going for a camp,
leadership adventure camp
its been so long since i been to one
as a participant,kinda looking forward
but thn scared at the same time,haix
guess i hav to do wat i always tell my friends
look at things with an open mind...

life has changed,
no longer thinking bout love
but responsibility,
and commitment...

2010-09-12T15:50:00.002+08:00

ZZZ haha,turned out,the nxt day i didn't did the workout,
early in the morning i went to visit my grandma,
but i did practice the guitar thou :P
haha,thn the reason i didn't blog ytd was bcuc
i went for a slp over!!
so fun!!
haha,watch two movie
with sam,yufei,mac,melvin and siying
played 'game of life' and 'Cluedo'
wit melvin,mac,siying only
cus yu fei and sam left early thou,
but its cool,haha
thn went home only lyk in the morning,
saw the morning sky...
well,its something i missed watching for a long time...

things to do tmr:
workout
guitar mayb
aikido

2010-09-10T21:03:00.001+08:00

well,not posting lately due to exam...
BUT NOW ITS OVER!!
holiday!power!
now gonna nid to lyk work and stuff,
and go out play!
gonna work out,
play guitar :)
its gonna wat i nid to do the whole holiday!!
so i'm gonna keep a list!

THINGS FOR NXT DAY:
workout-->situp(200) and arm(until CMI)
guitar-->are you gonna be my girl(2hrs)

yeah!plan for a better tmr!!

2010-08-19T00:06:00.002+08:00

finally got enough of myself,
enough of the teasing,
enough of the random sarcasm
enough of me afraid of saying the wrong things,
so from now on,
i will tell the truth,
but thn if its needed,
i will tell lies,
but only if its needed...

2010-08-10T02:45:00.002+08:00

haha,national today!
happy birthday Singapore!!
45th birthday alrdy,so fast....
i'm 17th this yr also,haha
well,1st semester in sch is coming to an end soon,
after the 2 exams,
nid to really work hard to those sia,
haix....
but thn after dat can relax!!
haha,well,did alot of new stuff this yr,
design stuff,taking photo the proper way.
being positive,is it gd?
i think so la,but being too positive,
haha,think it suck,
no temper,no nth,
is lyk a time bomb,
which u can nvr guess whn its gonna blow,
haix,slowly la,finding my style soon....

things to for the holiday:
exercise,study everyday!!hang out sometimes...

2010-08-08T16:33:00.002+08:00

well,now i'm in sch,
and yup,i had been in sch for the whole wk.
aikido grading nxt sunday,its lyk exactly 1 wk away!
omg!it seems lyk so fast!
i haven't really remember all the words and everythings,
haix.....
well,presentation on tues,
will hav to work hard for it!!
chionging for work now!! :)

2010-08-03T13:39:00.002+08:00

well,this is a new wk,
a Tuesday :)
well,this wk is a busy week for me,
two important presentation in a week
so like preparation is a bit rush as i didn't really fully used the time
so lyk yup,a bit rushing a lot,
but after today,its gonna be a bit more
relax,however,its not time to really slack thou,
having two major exam in sept,
haix,have to study frm the top....
haha,well,now is like being wit friends and everything
and attitude is abit weird thou,
speech and everything,
currently pushing things to work,
hope its true thou,
thn changing back during the holiday,haha!
well,gtg....
working hard!

2010-08-02T01:56:00.002+08:00

haha!juz finish my Unicorn gundam!
but still haven't add the stickers
haha
abit lazy to do it thou
haha,hanging out wit joey and shaun and andy often tis mth
haha
fun,enjoyable and still fun
but thn i have been weird this few wks,
toking lyk a primitive man
haix!
hope i change slowly...

things fr the wk!
-work on assignments
-chiong for exam!
-work hard!
-save up :)

2010-07-31T02:28:00.002+08:00

haha,suddenly wanted to blog today,
well,a lot of things happen today,
went to get my SPH scholarship,
thn rushed down to speech day training,
then went for dinner wit jia jun,jun hao and yi lin.
well,a lot changes are happening to me,
juz realized it a few days ago,
from an incident dat happen way back in life.
yup,i can't help to agree,
but thn changes do happen to people,
i got tired of being the nerdy me,
cus i believe,i could do better,
hang out,chill-ing,
these won't things i used to do,
but i do enjoy them now,
i feel i had seen the world,
i can't say its the best of me,
cus i feel i can still be better,
however,friends are there to not change,
but to advise and encourage friends to
either change for the better,
or to advise them from turning bad,
so hope my friends can help me wit it! :)
i believe only one poly friend know bout my blog,
so yeah....haha
haix,changes made me think back,
if u were still u,
i would be more than glad to get dat chocolate sundae wit u,
if u were still u,
i would go out wit u more often,
and hold yur hand the rite way,
if u were still u,
i would tell u,'yes,i said the usual gd nite stuff to u every nite in Korea'
if u were still u,
i would treat u more of a gal,thn juz a friend.
but now,haha,
friends is still better :)
panda was the thing of the past,
now,it time to get serious wit life,
and do something wit this life i hav,
support & reminder from family & friends+single hood+dream+desires=working hard in poly :)
life must go on,
i did forget memories,
but regret are always there :)

2010-07-20T14:26:00.002+08:00

omg!didn't post on last friday,
guess i tink i must post once per wk,
dats should be enough.
haha,
well,its like normal sch day,lesson,project and presentation.
however,everyone is slowly showing who they are,
its like a total different class frm the first few weeks,
its slowly turning into the class i'm afraid of.
haix,there is a reason y guys and ladies are made differently,
cus if we are all the same,
a lot of ladies would had alrdy get a beating of their life,
omg!
can't stand it sia!
haix,
wat happen to all the nice ladies in my life?!
only know a few new one,
other thn dat,
all are the ladies with a stuck up attitude!
omg!
shit sia,people envy me,
but if u are in my class,
u would know the pain i'm in!
haix,but luckly,i have a family :)
a group of people who i can call mum,sis and bro,
a place i know i won't have to be face attitude problem gals,
omg!
i really nid to balance myself,
trying not be more guy-like,
cus,i can tell u,its a totally different me,
a me tdat no ladies would dare to approach... :)

2010-07-08T22:24:00.002+08:00

once again,its has been a long time since i blogged,
haha,tmr is the first time i will be doing HMS ambassador duties,haha
excited and scared too,
will hav to know the other ambassador,
scary thou,cus other thn my friend and i are guys,
there rest are ladies!!omg!
i'm lyk scared la!
haha,but thn gotta juz try to adjust to this,
cus i would face this situation for another 2 yrs,
so yeah,haha.
btw,i aim to blog every friday!haha
haha!

2010-06-28T01:20:00.002+08:00

its been a LONG time since i blogged,
haha!
damn long la,
well,poly is really busy,
assignment after assignments
work till like 2am everyday,
either dat or play game till 2am,haha!
a status report!
well,been to my CCA camp
a HMS dance event,
celebrated jason and shaun's birthday,
thn i tink nth big i guess....
but thn poly life is really different,
mayb changing clique soon,
haix,
tmr sch start again,
sian,tired,
hav to less lazy alrdy,
do work everyday,
slp early and start to exercise!
stay healthy and be fitter,
yeah,dats my target!
chiong arh!!

2010-06-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

well,its been ages since i blog :)
so decided to blog today :)
well,it wasn't really a very great day for me,
had a lot of emo moments today,
so wasn't really happy at first,
but then after going for Aikido,
and literally sweat it all out,
feeling better alrdy :)
well,this wk a lot things happen,
got 'scandal' that a gal like me,
but it turn out to be fake :)
then, now its me liking someone,
haha,not really like la,
but i just feel she look pretty,
if i were to like every gal i find pretty,
then i love like a lot gals already,haha!
so like yeah :) ending here :)

2010-05-19T17:01:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since i updated this died blog,
well,as usual,many stuff happen for this amount of time dat passed
duno whether there was any gd thing dat happen.lol.
well,poly life is not really lyk my type of life i guess,
or its dat i really can't do communication face to face to ladies,
wa,feel lyk dying alrdy!!
well,poly life was not as great as expected,
the guys and gal ratio is lyk the first thing dat shocked me
and that is enough to take me out alrdy la,
its lyk,i'm me!!
i'm not those who can lyk tok to gals
and dun get into trouble la,
sooner or later,
something will happen lo,
now its lyk,haix
alone....
sec sch life was lyk so gd lo,
friends are always there,
life was never without laughter,
no bad feeling wit anyone,
its lyk argh!!
can someone let me know a way to get everything better?
there are no undo button in life,
the are no replay button too,
guess i juz hav to change to fit into this society
so to the me now,goodbye...

2010-05-09T21:53:00.003+08:00

well,
its next week will be the third week in poly,
well,still ok la,start to click i guess??
bt turning abit boring??
well,guess,apart from personal effort,
there is still some external force controlling us?
anyway,sometimes,
in life,i feel like i'm in a dark room,
a room where no one can get to me,
but then,the problem is,
its not that no one want to get to me,
its dat they can't!
they are stuck at the wall i built,
i duno y,
but but.....
argh,i duno wat to say,
juz hope i can remain a optimist ,
not a pessimist....

2010-05-04T08:40:00.002+08:00

it has been a long time since i posted,
well,new environment,new frens and everything,
still not adjusted i guess,
well,being the kind of person who 'heats up' slow,
guess its gonna take a while for me to actually
find a clique and hang out often,
but one things for sure,
i will hav to be here for another 2 and ard 1/2 mths,
so i guess its better for me to leaern how to be
more open in a sense,
and be able to be high and funny.
but,being caught in a situtation like this,
where i'm lyk abit uncomfortable due to the ratio n class,
guess its gonna nid to take some time for me to adjust,
well,being the 'hang out more with guys' person,
its kinda hard for me to actually approach gals and tok normally,
so lyk,haix
only one word,persevere!!

2010-04-23T00:39:00.001+08:00

haha,
today was a day to remember,
after a total of 2 training,
i went to Ngee Ann poly 'Dance4fun' competition
with other students in HMS,
haha,
well,we did our best,
but sadly,we didn't win anything.
however,i di had a great time,
and know a few frens :)
well,notice the changes happening ardy,
duno wat i'm saying,haha,
empty head now,
at this point of time,
confirm i should not drink redbull,
cus,it will hav dire consequences,haha!

2010-04-20T23:57:00.002+08:00

well,it been a long time since i posted,

well,this is lyk my first post in poly

haha,well,

tinking of keeping a chinese blog

duno should i public it,

haha,juz a blog to write my stuff in chinese

as a practice for writing,

haha,well,poly life

its not as simple as i thought,

but not as harsh too,

but still nid effort lo,

seems lyk i gonna nid to put in more work somehow

juz make frens

and oso to understand wat the teachers says

haha

long time nvr use chinese,

so chinese a bit rusty :P

haha,well,will post soon,

i guess?? :)

2010-04-04T17:54:00.002+08:00

well,duno y,
been having mixed feeling lately,
mayb its due to some stuff dat happen lately.
well,i know i should put this matter behind me
but thn,i duno y,
i juz can't...
its lyk after a while,
life will remind me of dat matter.
its something dat has ended,
something i should leave it in the past
but this few days,
i duno y,
its bugging me!!!
haix,cn't talk bout it,
cus it affect not only me
so lyk now,
juz hope poly come fast
thn let it make me forget bout the past
and onwards to the future...

2010-04-03T11:29:00.002+08:00

haha
long time nvr post alrdy
blog has been died for lyk so long!!
haha
cn't say nth happen in this period
well,actually,ALOT OF THINGS HAPPEN!!
haha,
well,went out for a few times
wit different friends
haha,
well,not long ago juz had a chit chat session
wit andy shaun and joey
haha
until 3am!!!
haha
well,but it was fun
can't wait to hang out now!!
juz updated my cupboard recently!!
haha
watch out,cheng's gonna rock the house!!
lol,dun even know wat i'm saying,haha!!

2010-03-19T23:55:00.002+08:00

haha
went out wit
jason,shaun and yi lin today.
haha,
went shopping,had dinner and movie!!
haha
well damn fun,espically after the movie
haha
laugh lyk shit man!!!
haha,thou we watch 'alice in wonderland',haha.
but thn oso had a lot of thoughts 2day
due to some matter dat happen 2day...

well,love is about having 2 person
who love and care both parties,
understand and also trust each other...
however i feel dat its not something everyone can do.
lyk me,i could not did it in the past,
but i feel its both parties,
if one party is caring and spend time with another
thn the other half can't be unreasonable
and expect dat party to be always with him/her rite??

duno la,haix,its so hard to say
wat is rite wat is wrong in a relationship,.
its said,'love is blind'
i think its the people in love which are blind,
to not see any bad points in their other half.
however it will soon be over,
thn,it will depends on whether if they could accept
their other half's bad points,
to determine if they can last....
haix,such a brain cell killing thing to do!!

2010-03-17T02:04:00.002+08:00

well,finished the UG(12-14th march)
juz to find out dat,
there is alot of thing
i nid to consider carefully.
tink,its time i take life seriously
not to play arh,
however,attitude towards life,serious
personality,ok ok.
thn,argh!!damn sian......

2010-03-09T01:31:00.004+08:00

finally found a way to post via hp!
Life has been nth,
But a daily routine to m,
Wake up,wash up,use comp/eat,sit,
watch tv,sometime work,friday go npcc training.↲
Nt much in life,
Some ppl may tink,
How some cn handle such life?
I duno too.
Losing touch wit life
Dying soon.
Nt me,bt my mental self.
More and more i get withdrawn,
The more of me the dark hole within suck me.
Soon the me u see,
Will juz be a hollow shell...

2010-03-03T02:30:00.002+08:00

'Never Gonna Be Alone' by Nickelback,album:'Dark Horse'

Time, is going by, so much faster than I,
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of here with you.
Now I'm, wondering why, I've kept this bottled inside,
So I'm starting to regret not selling all of it to you.
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...
Never gonna be alone!
From this moment on,
If you ever feel like letting go,
I won't you fall...

Never gonna be alone!
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

And now, as long as I can,
I'm holding on with both hands,
'Coz forever I believe that there's nothing I could need but you,
So if I haven't yet,
I've gotta let you know...

Never gonna be alone!
From this moment on,
If you ever feel like letting go,
I won't you fall...
When all hope is gone,
I know that you can carry on.
We're gonna see the world out,
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

You've gotta live every single day,
Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away,
Could be our

2010-02-23T00:17:00.002+08:00

haha,
been wanting to post,but
juz kept forgetting
so wanted to post via hp
but duno y,juz can't
haha
well,nth much happen la.
during this period,
i...
-wanted to buy a everlast shoes,but dun hav my size,so goin to loook out for it
-went once wit library wit darren
-attended campcraft competition as a CI for the first time
-mayb hav others la,but forgotten :P

haha,well,goin to end here,
well,being the different me
i hope to be a better me
so trying to be more confident,
friendly,less of a jerk,and a nerd,haha
and going to put in more to everything i do!! :)
haha

2010-02-06T15:36:00.002+08:00

well,living life nw
well,juz feel lyk
i have went back to the old world of mine
with juz me and me alone,
well,goin through everyting
dat i hav plan
for myself,
well,a bit bored,
but thn at least,
i'm moving on wit my life??
juz waiting for another chapter of my life
to unfold
so for now,
mayb i will juz stop moving??

2010-01-29T19:46:00.002+08:00

haha
well,its been a long time since i posted
well,not much happen this week,
mon-went to work and everyting
tue-went to HTA to help out in the campcraft competition prep
wed-went to the movies wit shaun and ashley
thur-went to help out wit the campcraft competition prep
fri-went to training at punggol sec
haha,well,all the days are filled wit activities
mayb to ensure dat i dun waste my holiday??
haha
well,duno since when,
i did not want to waste my time in this world
mayb during the holidays??
haha
some ppl may be working,
for me,
its my passion for NPCC??
haha,
duno la
but still work frm time to time,
so still ok la
want to change job soon( if able :) )
well,tmr goin to sch to grab my bag
and oso work,haha
well,mayb juz goin to make myself busy wit alot of stuff
thn adjust again whn poly starts,
haha

2010-01-24T01:59:00.001+08:00

well,alot of tings
are goin to happen,
the nxt wk for me is goin to be very pack
haix
still very absent-minded
haix
but well,gotta train myself some more
haix....

2010-01-21T21:21:00.002+08:00

Well,
alot of thinqs has happen
In the past few days,haha.
19th jan was my birthday,
Haha
Spent the whole day with my family
Haha,it was simple,yet happy :)
20th jan,brought the sec 3 for dry shooting,
Well,its was...
Not really well-planned...
Haix,its a lesson 4 me thou,
Haha.
21th jan
Went to class bbq,
Haha
Had chat wit mac,si ying,guo wan and shaun,
Haha,we chatted the whole nite,haha.
---------------------------------------------------------- ----------------------------------------------------------
Well,after these 3 days,
I hav a lot of lesson and thoughts...
Well,i'm a veri frank guy,
Wat i think i say,
So i feel dat if u are offended by me,
Juz tell me,
cus i hav no intention of offending anyone,
So do let me know if i do.
And,one thing,
Mayb if u hav a problem,
Solve it,no use dwelling over it,
And dun run away frm it via means....
Face fear in the eyes and master it,
Thn u hav overcome yur problem.

2010-01-13T21:44:00.002+08:00

haha,
so fast
'O' lvl was out alrdy
well,
L1R5,i got 16
L1B4,i got 12
so i kinda hit my target rite?
haha
well,frm nw on
it will be a new start over again :)
haha
this time,i will target
to work hard on my studies
and nth more
haha
well,
happy for myself,
frens,teacher,and parents :)

2010-01-04T20:48:00.002+08:00

haha
tink my post is a bit late
haha,
alot of ppl has alrdy post about their thought of the past years
so i tink...
mayb i should do it too :)

2009:
well,it has been a rough year
'O' lvl,growing up,responsibility and alot of other things (dat i can't tink of rite now :P)
it has all cramp into 1 yr

-friendship
well,it has a twist to it,
haha
as we grow up,friendship requires new elements
well,lyk stating yur side
haha
well,not really sure of it rite now,bit not in the flow of friendship stuff rite now :)
but hav a few great friends left in the end :)
so no worries,i guess...

-Commitment
well,finally became a CI
haha
a dream came true?
however,i found out dat
this is not juz a dream dat
is easy to maintain
however,after i got the ranks
i will and nid to try my very best
for other kind of commitment
i dun tink i can rise to occasion yet
cus tink ask another gal to be stead
well,it got to wait for another feeling of a long relationship,haha
or unless...got gal confess to me!!
muhahahaha
but very hard la,
with my current lifestyles and everyting :)
student leaders,
well,not going to be harsh anymore
well,its their life and their Organisation
so i will guide only lo.
for my main commitment
i will try to folo the motto my senior gave me
'The test we must set for ourselves is not to march alone but to march in such a way that others will wish to join us' :)

-family
well,feel lyk last yr
did not really spent much time wit my family
so mayb this yr its gonna change :)
more time la :)

-myself
well,dun really lyk myself somehow
feel dat i can do better,
bit too slack,
no,toooooo slack alrdy
gonna buck up more
and not really confident enough
and not really open up
feel lyk a closed up box :P

2010:

-friendship
well,
try to make more frens ba
more wit my age grp and those not in my age grp
haha
and make frens
thn try be more open up to frens and everyting
more socialise in a sense
and only fren,nothing more :)

-Commitment
well,this yr,i will try to be a CI
dat my cadets can look up to
and be a better leader
be a balanced leaders in term of my soft skill
and a superb leader in my hard skills :)
other commitment....
well,i'll see la
see i really dat lucky ma :P

-family
spending more time
dat is confirm
treat my parents better
and everyting :)

-myself
be more gentlemen
be more courteous
be more friendly
be better at everything my frens lyk about me this yr :)

2009-12-30T16:21:00.001+08:00

haha,create a playlist,
all korean MV
dance MV :)
http://www.mixpod.com/playlist/39783520

2009-12-25T23:50:00.002+08:00

well
nt really in the mood to do anyting,
haha
juz hope dat life goes on and everything :)
well,
the camp committee for my sec sch sec 1 camp
well,
committed,
but thn nt taught alot of stuff,
helping them
but thn,
juz can't help but be harsh on them
cus there is juz no time!!!
hope they can pick up everyting fast
thn mayb it will run smoother for them
argh!!!
can't juz spoonfeed them
so tryin my best to guide them.....
i can show them the direction,
but thn
its all up to them to walk the path,
to success,or to someting else.....
i duno,
but thn juz hope they can do it lo,haix...
there was one saying i remember cleary frm CIBTC
'tough time dun last,tough man does'
argh!!!
haix,tink i got to change my approach...

2009-12-23T22:51:00.002+08:00

well,long time nvr post
During this period of time,
Haha,
Heard,seen and even participated in some stuff.
Haha.
Well,one would be my CI duties
Haha,a new ting 4 me
A new challenge.
Haha.
However,nt all the stuff
Were gd.
Heard some fren
Hav changed,
And nt really 4 the gd.
However!
Haha,gonna see 4 myself
Thn i will believe fully,
Haha.
Hope it fake thou.haix
-----------------------------------------
Whn u ask a qus,
Do u want other's answer?
Or u juz want to hear yur answer?
Whn u ask bout a problem,
U want others to give suggestion?
Or juz want others to stand on yur side?

2009-12-17T18:07:00.004+08:00

came back frm camp today
well,nt sure y
but this song juz came to me
during one part of my camp...

不管昨天
你对我说过了什麽
今天的我还是依然
依然沉默
两个人生气着
看着谁先舍不得
何必这样
来试探我们的缘份
不管昨天
我对你说过了什麽
今天的你还是依然
依然自我
问着要到什麽时候
才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样
才证明爱得有多深
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部份
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最後
一切才有定论
不管昨天
我对你说过了什麽
今天的你还是依然
依然自我
问着要到什麽时候
才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样
才证明爱得有多深
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部份
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最後
一切才有定论
没有值不值得
当失去了有什麽好争
就在转身之後
我的不舍有多麽的真
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部份
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最後
一切才有定论
只有最後
一切才有定论

2009-12-14T06:09:00.001+08:00

yo!
Haha,
Everyone,
I'm goin 4 a camp
So i will be gone
4 lyk 4day3nite
Haha,till thn
Uncontactable!
Haha.

2009-12-06T20:12:00.002+08:00

well,
juz looked at my post
and some drafts
well,i must say
the past with her
its nice,but thn
the past me
was kinda a jerk :P
haha
well
failed to see the nice side of her
haha
but now
i hav moved on
it shall be a standard for me
to go pass
and do better to the nxt gf i hav
which is lyk long time ltr in my life
haha,cus after i become a CI
3yrs of slope hairstyle
haha
thn ltr folo by Ns botak!!
haha
well,mayb i will be lucky??
haha
who knows :)

2009-12-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

now attending CI course
so do nt hav much time to come on9
well,nt really dat happy there
thou there are frens
but thn there are some type of ppl i dun lyk
so its nt really something i lyk
but i dun dislike it either
so shall continue
and go back to my unit
to help my cadets...

2009-11-24T01:12:00.000+08:00

well,
Told her wat i did,
Duno,got a feeling
Dat our friendship will
Be affected somehow...
Duno wat am i waiting 4
In the past,
4 her to come tell me
She love me?
Or a oppotunity to
Let me tell her
I love her?
I duno
Bt guess its ended
Those day hav ended?
Nw she is a fren,
And frenz
Should hav trust,rite?
So if frenz,
If u all hav someting,
U dun lyk bout me,
Pls feel free to tag it
In my tagboard,
Bt please write
Or tell me u tagged
If u want to use
Another name.
Thks =)
No one should bottle
Their feeling or
Hide their action
Cus it will be known
One day,
So might as well
I know it frm u? =)

2009-11-22T11:58:00.004+08:00

duno if i did the rite ting
but thn
its goin to be
a new beginning for me
no longer goin to
give up on myself
juz becus
i was no able to be a gd partner.
but i believe
i can be a gd fren
and now,
no longer living
in the old memories
but thn now
moving on
to create more
great memories
not only for myself
but also
for all my frens...
so the funny me is gonna be back
the nxt time u see me
i will be ready
to start off wit a joke :)

2009-11-20T21:13:00.002+08:00

yo everyone!!
haha
change the blog skin
quite lyk this one
juz dat the front
is a bit small
haha
well,tink finally put everyting down
so,
see the change in me!! :)

2009-11-20T08:45:00.000+08:00

haha
woke up and duno wat to do,
haha
9.30 meeting darren
so using comp awhile :)
well,
ltr nid to go settle alot of tings
haha
hope everyting goes well!! :)

2009-11-19T20:35:00.000+08:00

well,
Went to SP 2day
4 the NYAA award.
Due to some matter,
Our awards were sent to our sch.
Thn went to compass point 4 lunch wit my mei and frens.
Chatted 4 awhile,
Thn went hme.
Nw bored out!

2009-11-18T23:58:00.008+08:00

haha
back frm prom not long ago
haha
took alot of pic,but nt everyone la
haha
got to go search some of the other frens
but let me juz tok bout of of the pic i took :)
plus gd luck for wat ever u all do in the future!!
all of u will be remebered always :)

here are 4 of my frens
guo wan,know him only last yr,
cus can tok and communicate,
as somehow,
the mindset similar
jiunn tat,same CCA
shared 4yrs of experience together
so dun nid to say,
is one of the best fren i hav
gerald goh,know him only this yr
haha,this yr thn got tok,
well,outside the cool exterior
lies a crazy person :)
chen jun!!!really know him this yr
a real joker,haha,can get along quite well :)

andy!!!
haha,a sec 1 fren
still remembered got to know him
due to attendance taking
haha,joker,flirt,haha
but had a great time
playing ard and joking
haha,unforgettable
andy putra

haha,some of the guys frm 4 express
well,spent time together
sort of make us more bond
tinking in other ppl shoes and everyting
haha
all starts frm here
well,nt forget all these

haha
a rare pic!!
gals frm 4A and 4B
well,didn't really know much of them
cus was low on confident :)
but then still got chat b4
and found dat
they should be quite gd fren :)

Francis and Darren
well,francis,i knew him
last yr in math lesson
haha,help each other out and everyting,haha
darren,childhood fren
same CCA plus primary sch
PLUS working at mac together
haha
so of course we are quite bonded la :)

Yu fei,a fren i know recently
haha,can count this yr
one of the most calm mind person
smart oso,haha
and is a great fren :)
Karwong,knew through Prefect
haha
do duties and joke ard
slowly became gd frens
and then till today
we still are :)

haha,
karwong and shaun
haha,
well,they are gd fre oso
shaed great times with time
and used consult them on my relationship
haha
well,those days are unforgettable :)

XINWEI AND JASMINE!!!
haha,same primary sch,CCA
haha,so know each other quite long le
haha
well,joke ard alot
haha
shared troubles and seek help
frm each other frm time to time
haha
so are lyk gd frens??
haha,think so :)

priscilla and dorothy
haha,best of frens
glad they went to the prom
haha
well,know dorothy frm young
haha,abit crazy crazy one,haha!
well,dun really tok to priscilla
but frm wat she do to help dorothy
frm time to time
can alrdy tell,
she is one of those really gd fren one could hav :)

wendy and lillian
haha
chat wit wendy recently
haha
a great person to hav a conversation wit!!haha
and also a really gd fren :)
lillian,dun really know her
but thn,
juz hav the feeling dat
if we were frens
she would be a great one :)

haha,frm left:
melvin,yang de,cheng han,darryl and yong quan
haha
my usual bunch of frens
cus can really hav fun
and be crazy whn ard them
feel very free
and great
haha

raphael and shaun
haha,
raphael is a childhood fren
haha
changed alot frm thn
but thn still a great fren to hav
haha
shaun,buddy le
haha
well,advisor and reminder to each other
haha
so we are multi-purpose frens?? :)

frm left:
sam,shu hao,wang leng,gerald heng and kennedy
haha,
sam,juz knew him last yr
transfer student frm australlia(i tink :) )
shu hao,primary sch fren plus same cca
wang leng,gerald heng an kennedy
haha
all know this yr
haha
same,but at the same time humourous
haha

my buddies!!!
haha,
my buddies since sec 3
haha,
andy and xin xing
haha
plus me
we are three lame but funny guys
ready to tickle yur funny bone :)

frm left:
yong quan,yee zheng,cheng hab and darryl
yong quan,knew him last yr
cus he sat in front of me at amath lesson
became frens this yr,cus he assit me in amath
haha
yee zheng,through prefect we knew each other
through prefect and student leader plus same thnking
we became great frenz :)
cheng han,crazy and funny guy
same CCA,haha,so of course gd fren
darryl,haha,juz became fren,no reason,haha!!

frm left:yong quan,darryl and harry
haha
yong quan and darryl say le
harry is cus he join NPCC
but not often come,but then
still same CCA
so became frens in the end
haha

raphael and yu fei
haha
two great frens
haha,
plus melvin
they are the gd fren trio
haha

macrina and cheng han!!
mac is my random fren
haha
cus she very random
but i am oso lyk dat
so can click
plus she gd fren wit siying
haha
so will hav conversation
thn slowly becam frenz!! :)

shaun and guo wan
haha
cool rite?
haha

me and guo wan
well,two amateur hilosopher
haha
we hav our own different tinking of life
thn others hav
so mayb dats y we click?
or is it dat our amath always last two place?
haha
mayb both?? :)

stylo milo
haha
a solo pic of him :)

singapore F4
haha,
frm left:
andy,yu fei shaun and me!!
haha,cus we went to the pines
in mac's dad car
so haha!!
so got the F4!!

shaun and timo
haha,a joker by nature
hav korean blood
haha
quite stylo oso
haha
shaun knew him through soccer

me and timo
haha
knew him through shaun
and got to know him better
at nite studies
:)

kennedy me and andy
haha
well
gd fren always hang ard
haha
so got to take a pic together!!

haha,
the 4 guys wearing suit
look nice together!!
haha

darren,chen jun and yong de
haha
4B guys
same class
so of course the
bond between
is very strong :)

haha,
shu hao,sam,wang leng gerald heng and kennedy
haha,
sat with them today
haha
joke and ate at the same time
haha

Ms farah!
our SS teacher
haha
with andy,gerald goh and shaun
haha
she is a liverpool fan
like xinxing!!!

haha,
gerald goh,shaun,andy,xinxing,jiunntat and karwong
haha
with some teacher
the one in the middle is of course,
4A form teacher Mr Low!!
the lady on his left is Ms tan
our Pe teacher
nxt to her is Mr Ong,for teacher of 4B

finally,last pic
me and her,
ashley lee xi ting.
well,we were together once
actually twice...
but thn can't seem to get along whn in relationship
thought it used to be a both party problem
but now tink bout it is actually juz mine :)
so mayb now juz fren
is better for her
but thn...feeling over a period of 2-3 yr
dun juz fade over a short period
so ya,i still lyk her
if not alot,still hav a bit

cus she,actually hav all wat i hav been looking for

cute face,nice personality nad everyting

but thn maybe its juz dat i'm still new to this love ting

so i'm nt able to be the best person for her

mayb nxt time,or mayb nvr.

but life has been gd to me alrdy,able to be wit her

its hav alrdy been the happiest period of my life

over 16 yrs

the rushing of my heart

juz by stand beside her

its a out this world feeling!!

all the tings i felt,

great memories,

she taught me how to be a better BF

and also a better person

so i will still love her

till i can forget bout her

and find someone,

dat can replace her in my heart....

2009-11-16T08:39:00.003+08:00

"I Can Wait Forever" by simple plan

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
Theres nothing else that I can do
And I just cant take it
I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever...

taken frm http://www.azlyrics.com/s.html
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
CarolineSeventh Day Slumber
Where do I begin?
There's so much I want to say to make it easier
Tomorrow's on its way
Do you believe I want to take your painful memories?
I know you want to run away
I know that you can't see tomorrow
Caroline
Let me wipe away your tears, and give you life
Make you feel beautiful again
Caroline
Don't throw it all away
I'm here tonight, to take away your pain
Yesterday is gone and
Everything that made you cry has fallen to the ground
I'm here to bring you home
I will always take you back
You haven't let me down
I know you want to run away
I know that you can't see tomorrow
Caroline
Let me wipe away your tears, and give you life
Make you feel beautiful again
Caroline
Don't throw it all away
I'm here tonight, to take away your pain
And when you're feeling all alone and you can't go on
Remember I am here
And when you think you've gone too far
I'll meet you where you are
My arms are open wide
Caroline
Let me wipe away your tears, and give you life
Make you feel beautiful again
Caroline
Don't throw it all awayI'm here tonight, to take away your pain
Caroline
Let me wipe away your tears, and give you life
Make you feel beautiful again
Caroline
Don't throw it all awayI'm here tonight, to take away your pain
Caroline

taken frm www.sing365.com

2009-11-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

well,2day
Went out wit
Guo wan,alvis and cassandra
Haha,
To visit mr koh.
Met thm at white sand,
Thn we head to mr koh hse.
Haha,
got lost on the way
Bt got there in the end.
Tok bout sl and sch stuff,
Thn turn into a karaoke session
Bt nt long la,
Haha.
Thn went to east pt to eat
Haha.
Thn walk ard,
To popular and pet safari.
Thn they head to tampines
And i head hme.
Had a great day!haha
Tmr goin joggin
If cn wake up =p

2009-11-14T19:29:00.003+08:00

well,
now life has gotten
abit complicated than b4.
mayb cus of all ting happening
so closely together,
plus got to sort out myself,
feel lyk now my mind is all tied up
full of knots,
all tangled up,
so mixed up.
well,feel dat the only way
to dun tink bout all these
is to keep myself busy,
mayb lyk go out,
or working(soon,all its gonna take up all of
now and dec :p)
but fr now,
juz keep mixing up
and wasting my life...

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
feeling guilty
,havin regrets
or juz plain selfish?
well,moving on without knowing....

2009-11-12T20:23:00.003+08:00

argh,didn't thought
After 'O',
Life would be so boring,
Haix,
Bored,borin,boredness,
Sian,sian-ing,siansation,
Change the place
Of my gundam 2day
Heres a pic of a army:

Haha,a hobby i guess
Juz one more
My current collection
Would be complete
Juz nid to wait 4 new modal
To come out,haha.
Didn't buy the transparent
Version,tink nt worth :)
Nw freakin bored!

'i dun want u to know
U be good to me,
I'll be so gd to u...'
Good to you,by Marianas Trench feat. Kate Voegele

2009-11-12T08:01:00.002+08:00

haha,
Finish relaxin after
A morning jog,
Haha,nw fully energized
4 the day!haha
Well,finally
Got myself to excerise
Haha,
bt stamina nt dat gd
Haha,
So only ran 2 round
Ard MJC dat area,
Haha,
2km should hav,haha.

2009-11-12T00:21:00.004+08:00

haha
Blogging!
Well,went out wit
Shaun and jason,
To get my prom attire.
Was suppose to scouting,
Bt thn,
Found the rite attire,
Bought it in the end =p
Haha,
Nt tellin wats it lyk,
Or it will nt hav the
Element of surprize!
Haha
Somehow
My heart...
Feel someting is missing
Anw lookin 4 ppl to go
To prom wit,
Anyting will do,
Go in grp
Or juz 2 person
All will do cus...
I'm a easygoing person =)

2009-11-11T00:00:00.002+08:00

haha,
Suddenly hav the mood
To blog.
Haha.
Actually,
Its juz my habit acting up...
Suddenly miss her voice,
Miss the way she call me,
Callin my full chinese name,
Juz to get my attention...
Bt nt goin back,
I know,
I'm gonna miss it,
Bt rather thn goin apart,
Thn coming back,
I rather ting stay tis way.
The process hurt her more
Than it hurt me,
So it gotta stop.
Actually,i once said,
She's the colour of my life,
And she really is,
She drag me
Out of my own world,
Bck to tis world,
And filled it wit all the
Nicest and best memories.
So nw,rather thn say
Dat i lost her,
I would say,
She had coloured my life,
And nw,
Its her job to colour
Another person's life,
So i wish her all the best =)
And thks alot!

2009-11-10T20:17:00.002+08:00

well
tmr is the last paper
thn its finish
'O' lvl will end finally!!!
haha
well,
in the end
it did not work out wit her.
i duno,
whn i'm wit her,
i juz feel lyk a fren,
but whn i'm no longer wit her,
its lyk i still love her.
bt thn,
now i found out,
its juz dat,
i been so used to having her ard me,
it became a habit.
however,
the feeling is no longer there.
mayb this is the wat u call a relationship?
no longer love,but juz responsibility?
but thn,know she will be a gret fren :)
well,cus of this logic of mine.
i told shaun tis logic once.
it goes lyk this:
whn a person meet a person,
and can communicate,
they become acquaintance.
whn they hav tings in common,
they will move on to become frenz.
if they can share personal stuff,
they bcome close fren.
from there(for me),
if can really link in term of
tinking,interest and some stuff,
for guys,we will be buddies,
for gals,i will love her.
however,if u are able to get to 1 stage
thn not enough to get to another
it means u are at the best of the last,
for example
if i love u,
but it turns out,
we can't connect in different ways,
u are not my kind of gf,
but it means u will be my best close fren :)
haha
complicated rite?
haha
slowly la... :)
btw,new skin
dun get mad juz using it :)

2009-11-05T22:15:00.002+08:00

haha
really long time,
nvr post alrdy.
if not for yu fei's tag,
guess today might not post also.
haha
nt following the usual format for 2day :)
well,i'm a person who hav alot of -ve thoughts
haha
and i found out
during some parts of a
relationship
i hav a lot of thm
haha
well,2day
i hav finally find out how to handle them
came up wit two way,
one nid help frm the other party
the other,juz yurself :)
haha
well,seems to be doing well :)
haha
time pass,people change
but nw for me
i can't chjange it myself
but nid someone to guide me
or someting to change my pt of view
to direct me to the best path to change accorddingly
hope dat person or incident will appear in my life
haha
to let me see my life in another way :)
volunteer maybe? :)

2009-10-31T19:34:00.002+08:00

p-bout 2day
Nth much happen...
Juz watch tv
Eat and used the comp
4 my afternoon...
Bt it was quite ok la
Nt really boring.
Nw bout to study
Plus its raining
So coolin day,yeah
Nt really joyful
Cus lost my chem
Notebk!argh,damn it.

-ting to do tmr
Study ss,chem

-own thoughts
Feel dat my mindset
Of family is very contradicting
Cus i feel younger generation
Must show respect to
Elder member of the family
Nt only parent,siblings too
Bt thn i sometime do
Do otherwise.
Thn i dislike my brother attitude
Mayb his characther has
Become lyk those ppl i hate
Those who dun care bout their
Future.
Argh,duno wat to do or say
So sometime would rather
Keep quiet.
Sometime juz wanna find
Someone more thn juz frenz
To hear me out.
It has also been proven
Dat ppl duno yur feeling
Unless u tell,
Ha,
Tv dun rot yur brain,
Bt instead,
Fill yur mind wit wat i call,
Wishful tinking.
Haix,wats the point of writing
So much.
Nw,it will serve no purpose,
Nw everyone is concentrating
On 'O's,
Even me too,
So if i dun even hav time 4 myself
Hw will other?
In thn future,
Mayb as someting
To remind myself
Bout 2day.
Haix,gone...

2009-10-30T20:05:00.001+08:00

-bout 2day
Well,finished eng
Emath,amath paper alrdy...
Time really travel fast,
Esp whn life is motived
By nt juz 1 goal
Bt by 3 and more goal?
Haha
Well,nxt mon is SS
PLUS CHEM!
Gonna do my best,
Nope,gonna go past my limit!

-tings 2 do
Study chem
Plus ss

-own thoughts
Gonna work!
Gonna do well 4 my future
Whether if i cn lived
A slack life
In the future
Depends on nw!
Well,there are lot more
To look forward
After 'O'!
Makeover?
Hug campaign?
:)

2009-10-21T21:21:00.001+08:00

time really travel fast,
tmr is the Sci practical already.
wishing everyone gd luck!!!
after this few wk,
thn its party all day long,
rock and roll all night!!!

2009-10-12T22:45:00.001+08:00

10 more days
well no posting via the old format
cus this is mine and mine only
well
headach these few day
gonna be cool through out the days
relax the mind and everyting
haha
gtg

2009-10-10T00:06:00.000+08:00

13 more day!
Muggin rite nw
Sian arh!
Promise mr tan 4 A1
So i'm going 4 it!
Haha,gotta go back to mugging
Gd luck everyone!

2009-10-03T00:20:00.003+08:00

21 day left
Cus 2day 2 tired
So nt postin much...

2009-10-01T20:40:00.001+08:00

-bout 2day
2day it rained!
Haha
After lyk a few day
of no rain
A change has occured
Haha.
A sign dat nth is 4ever?
Haha
Well,durin assembly
Tink saw eagles
Due to the fact dat
The birds were flyin
At high altiude
Haha
Sign of soaring high?
Thn same ting 2day
Bt thn ok la
Nt veri tired 2day
Haha,living life.
Doin ss tmr
Yeah!
Haha
Thn follow by emath paper 2
Got to,no
Is must do well
a A1 is a must!
22 day to 'O' lvl

-ting to do
Do well 4 emath
Tell myself let other decide the matter,4 me,'o' lvl

-thoughts of 2day
Haha
Havin to go 4 chem remidal
Feel lyk veri lousy
So forcing myself to do well
I hate the feelin of helplessness
So nt goin to let it happen to me
I used to juz allow it to consume me
Bt nw,i will fight my way out!
Haha
Impluse action will cost u
Dats wat i learn
Waitin and attitude frm ppl
I dun lyk
Bt sometime ln life
U hav to bear wit it
Cus once a guy give a condition
He must do it.
However,forced a guy to do tings he dun lyk
Haha,beware
Cus he will show u wat it mean to be a man
Haha.and dat my frenz will be shocking,haha

2009-09-30T21:53:00.000+08:00

-bout 2day
Tink it rain last nite
Haha
Nt sure
Bt tis morning quite cooling
Well,a nt bad day at sch
Nth bad or wrong happen
So cn consider it a gd day
Haha
Bt told her,dat i still lyk her
Hmm,the ting dat is still pendin
Haha
Bt either frenz or more
It ok la,still in contact
Haha.
Thn 2day nite study
100+ ppl!
Omg man,last time
Sometime only 4 ppl
Haha.
Haha,enjoy 2nite
Workin and jkin
Quite fun
Haha.
22days to 'O'

-tings to do
Finish eng
Do more chem

-thoughts of 2day
Haha
Duno if did the rite ting
Bt at least by telling her
I got 1 ting off my mind
So onwards to my 'O' lvl
Haha
Confidence dun nid looks
It also dun nid u to be trendy
It juz come frm character
If u know u want to mould yur character
To be a better person
Thn dats is lyk plantin confident in yur heart
By tryin yur hard to do it
Yur confident is growin
Haha,bt thn it will nvr bear fruit
As u cn't be a perfect person
Bt who say a flowerless plant won't look nice
So dun worry if yur confident
Fail u sometime
Cus no one hav full confident
In everyting they do
Haha.

2009-09-29T23:03:00.002+08:00

-bout 2day
Well,kinda motivated to do well
After mr tan's tok.
After lookin at my L1R5
Notice dat i cn do so much better
Haix
Well,other than dat
Nth interesting
Haha
Tok bout prom wit yu fei,si ying and guo wan
Haha
Bt it still far la
Haha.
Movin forward to A grades!

-tings to do
Tell her to wait after 'O'
Make full use of the 23 day

-thought of 2day
Well,consulted my guru
Haha,a senior frm np
Haha
Tok alot wit her
Bout my problem
And most of the time
No,all the time
She is able to give me great advice
Haha.
Didn't tink much 2day
Haha
Mayb cus blank brain 2day
Haha
Falling in love wit eng!
Ss,geog are someting i wish to score
Sci,EMath is someting i got to make it my best
Amath,someting i'm tryin,hehe
Mt,its gonna be my best
Haha,target set!
Full speed ahead

2009-09-28T23:04:00.004+08:00

-bout 2day
Well,it didn't rain as usual
Bt ok la,haha
Well getin more vitamin D
A gd ting :)
Well,its was ok 4 a monday
Haha
Start the day wit a emath test
Followed by ve
Thn math again
Irony man,2 period some more
Haha
Bt chat most of the time
Hehe
Thn got other lesson
Haha
Startin to fall in love
Wit eng,haha
Who knew
In the end
My fav subject are my language subjects
Anw,after remidal
Rushed hme to take a shower
Thn made my way to sch again
4 nite study
Haha,finish my emath paper
And also went through my eng compo
So quite ok la
Thn reach hme
Bt wit a mild headache,haix

-ting to do
Remember word of wisdom
Change accordingly
Chem and phy must buck up

-thoughts of 2day
Well,chat wit frenz 2day
Durin and in between lesson
Heard a few new update
Haha.
Feel dat love does blind ppl
Wit jealousy and doubt
Even the closest ppl are nt spared
So we may drift apart
Or even break ties wit them.
Mayb true love is
Where both parties
Are nt blinded
Bt instead got
An extra pair of eyes
A pair of listening ears
Another source of voice
Additional view
And lastly
Someone who love u as much as u love her/him?
Bt anw,
By gettin bck
Together wit fren
Or someone close
After u almost lost them
Is someting i want to say
Congrats.
As i move on wit my life
A part of me juz wanna go bck
Bck to those days...

2009-09-26T23:24:00.002+08:00

-bout 2day
It didn't rain 2day
Sian
Hope it cn rain tmr,
Thn it would cooler
Anyway,went to white sand
Damn early wit mum and brother
Went to eat mac
Haha
Heard frm my bro ytd
Bout my slp tok.
Haha
Ya,i do slp tok
Bt it seems i only do dat at hme
On my bed
Haha.
Back to topic.
Went hme after the breakfast
Thn slack whole day le
Haha.

-tings to do
Do hmework
Study emath formula

-thought of the day
Well,tinkin the whole bout someting my friend said.
Dat friend is jason,lol.
Well,he said tis on dat day
We hang out wit yi lin,matthew,xin wei,shu hao and kee kiat dat day,haha.
Thn xin wei and shu hao went hme early
The rest of us thn chat along the way.
Then we saw a couple,haha
Thn i pop the qus,
Will them get jealous if their stead
Look at other gender when on a date.
Haha,alot of ans came out.
Bt thn jason said someting i agree
It was someting lyk tis:if dat person lyk u
Thn dat person will look at u instead of others.
It cause alot of tinkin in me
If dat person were to love u enough
To stead wit u
Thn dun worry,juz enjoy yur time wit him/her.
However,dat person should nt doubt u 2.
Cus it won't be fair.
Thn if dun lyk each other more,
Thn juz tell the other party truthfully
Thn it won't drag.
Haha,thou it sucks,
Bt we juz hav to accept the fact
Dat the person u are wit
Is nt happy being wit u
Then truely bless him/her
Dat they find dat person
Who cn love them the way
They wish to be loved.
Haha,so much frm someone
Who haven had much experience
And nt successful,haha.
Well,gonna try
And mayb the next relationship i hav
I cn give her the 100% trust she nid :)

2009-09-26T00:10:00.001+08:00

long time since i post anyting
Well,changed all the songs
And so changin my format of postin
So here goes...
-2day
Well,2day is the day
I get the award 4
Gettin distinction 4
My cca
Was very happy and everyting
Cus got an award
Joke alot during the period in the hall,haha
Thn went to shop at punggol carnival
Wit my mei,yi lin,and matthew
Tis yr,
Nth much to do
Mostly same stuff
Eat and drink until scare,haha.
Thn went hme slp till 6.30
Thn know got nite study
Chiong down,haha.
Reach hme le
Use comp,thn chat wit mum
Haha,update bout 2day frm her
Bout the kid she takin care.
Nw,writing my post la,haha.

-Tings i nid to do
Chiong 4 'o'
Clear my mind
Yup,dats all

-thoughts of 2day
Feel dat,
Even after so long,
Still cn't really get over her.
She lyk a drug
Know i should nt try
Bt juz cn't beat the habit.
However,one yr older
One yr wiser
Know alot more ting
And also wat my feelins mean
So,guess no mistake tis time.
Beside,my life still nid changin
And it will always be dat way.
So mayb find someone
Who is headin in the same way
And would go wit me to the
Rite way down my life.
Bt all got to wait,after i ace my 'O' haha!

2009-09-19T22:06:00.000+08:00

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2009-09-17T21:36:00.002+08:00

haha
studying ltr
doing geog and chem correction
thn before i sleep
goin to read a bit of model composition
duno y
everyone changing
thn the whole grp is spliting up
well
stress is invisible
everyone is suffering frm it
especially those who dun only
hav problem wit studies
thn they hav more of it
lyk the bigger u are
the more gravity is acting on you
so it make u change
i admit
i oso acting weird these few days
but dun forget
u hav friends
and friends hav stress too
if u are bad to them
theny would do the same
and u end u losing them
y not try relaxing for a while
give yurself and yur frend a time to relax
for me
not really goin out to make friends
cus i know the current me
is juz goin to make more foe thn friends
haha
cus lyk given the current tense
plus say-b4-thinking me
haha
sure kena slap and beaten up one
haha!!
well,
goin to chiong soon
haha
goin to do work all day long
only me and work in my life....

2009-09-13T20:14:00.002+08:00

haha
finally!!!
blogspot is back to normal!!
well,for me at least
read xinxing's blog juz now
well,
sort of got enlighten.
haha
well,its true,
to love someone is to give without asking for any return.
haha
but at our age,
how many of us are nt looking for attention?
however,how many of us
are actually capable of giving that such attention of others
without asking for their attention in return?
i know i can't.
however,
its still ok to like someone
for some reason,
i feel dat to be able to be liked or like someone now,
it's actually even better to be loved or love someone.
i duno,
its my personal view :p
haha

2009-09-13T00:22:00.000+08:00

actually,i'm writing this bout
the gal i no longer lyk
well,its not really dat i dun lyk her anymore
she asked me whether it's her
i told her a lie
i tld her it is not her
but thn what can i do
if i told her the truth
i would be faced wit the situation of
goin back for her
or juz stay awkard
i dun think i'm able to stay as frens
but still i'm doin it
dun ask me y
mayb juz to get away the guilt
love her or lyk her
i duno
now lyk fren
ok le
better thn nth
but thn juz dun wanna go forward
for what purpose?
to make both of us jealous of each other?
to make us quarrel more?
to make us unhappy?
i dun want it anymore
tired and sick of it.
well,seems lyk
i'm juz gonna be lyk this till poly
well,see first...
lifes go on

爱不代表着拥有
爱代表着无条件的付出，关怀与体谅
爱也代表着两者之间有无人能比的信任与默契
但话说回来
爱，没有固定的格式
爱，也没有一个真正的定义
反而是要由恋爱的两人去发现，去体会
终而言之，爱这东西，还真令人又爱又恨!!
however,somehow for me
something went wrong...

2009-09-12T23:45:00.000+08:00

haha
blogspot still hav problem
haha
juz now went to hav dinner wit
andy,shaun,ashley
thn on the way heard joey was goin too
haha
and there wasa surprize too
haha
well,shaun said joey had turn study type
haha
thought it may be true
so was wonder wat funny ting would happen
haha
thn reach there
got 4 ppl
shaun,andy,ashley and a gal wit a ponytail
wearing uniform
but is another sch one
thn sat down
i was stunned
haha
it was not joey
another gal
is said to be joey friend
haha
quite ok lei
haha
can sense she is a gd fren
haha
plus she is very...
hehe
goin to start another blog wit a fren
thn will post her pic if able
haha
thn u all will see
hehe